A letter to Josh.
I know you and I weren't very good friends but it still breaks my heart to know you where in so much pain you had to take your own life. You where such a funny little man. You will always be the most awesome 98 lb State Wrestling Champ, in Colstrip High School! You don't get that we all are going to miss you so much and by you doing this you've hurt so many people. I'm not trying to be mean. I would never do that, I just wish you wouldn't have done this. I know Colstrip sucks, and I know the people here can be so rude and terrible but you where almost done. You had 2 years...you where 16 years old...This is going to take a lot of time for our little town to recover. I guess if we where able to ask you a question would be why...we all would have listened...we all would have been here for you...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlkV-MNl0qY
Rest In Peace Josh. Tell Yancey we all miss him too.
Love, Rachel.

"Forever is an awfully long time to wait. And time, I’ve learned is a poisonous drug. Too much of it kills you. The heart, our hearts, grow old as we wait for something that will never happen, dwell on the past about people and things we’re better of without, and long to be with the ones that don’t deserve us. It pierces through your skin, things called ‘life’. At the end of the day, life is just one damned thing after another."